As the last reader on the last day of a three-day SUNY Writers’ Conference in Binghamton, I read “Utah Died for Your Sins” to an auditorium of poets, novelists, short story writers, faculty, and students. There was silence when I finished. Then the place exploded in applause and shouting. I was the only reader at the conference to receive a standing ovation. John Gardner, who taught at Binghamton at the time, ran up on the stage and said, “As Tolstoy said to Dostoyevsky, with tears running down his cheeks, ‘What a terrible, beautiful story!’” Subsequent to the conference, he had an invitation to launch a creative writing program at George Mason University, and wanted me to launch it with him. He died, tragically, in a motorcycle accident that year.
/ max zimmer /